Entries for August, 2009
August 13, 2009 @ 10:15 PM
Sailor Moon
"Parurusahan kita, sa ngalan ng buwan!!"
Ever since I heard the tagalog opening song of Sailor moon at work,
I had decided to watch the series from the beginning. Funny it may seem
but it was my all time favorite anime when I was in my elementary days.
I used to buy all their stuffs like pencils, stickers, figurines,
necklaces and all that. I even got punished for a role playing with my
classmates when I was in grade III and you don’t want to know what was
my punishment.. haha!
Watching the series brings back a lot of my childhood memories. I
miss my life when I was residing in QC, my friends, church friends,
sweet escapes and breaking some rules. Sometimes, I’m wishing what my
life would be if we just stayed in QC? Will my life change? I mean will
I ever get to experience all the things that led me to the life I’m
living now?
When we were younger, life is easy like you can bum around and don’t
care for tomorrow. There’s no complication and the word ‘love’ for me
doesn’t exist. Or, should I say the real one.
I really don’t know where I’m heading for right now. It’s like in
running around in circles and my vision’s are all cloudy and I can’t
see a thing. My insides are burning like hell and even if I scream out
loud, they will never listen. I guess they’re too tired of me.. This
pain is like a bomb that I’m the only one who felt the intensity.
In this kind of turbulence, I find Him as my solace. Again, I’m
finding myself bursting into tears as I run into Him. I know I have
been a very bad girl and there’s no way for me to redeem myself. It
saddens me coz this is not the path I wanted to achieve when I was
younger. I’m aware that I had disappointed Him. Everything is awfully
different and I wish this is just a dream wherein I can just simply
wake up and shrug it off.
He’s always be my strength, my light and my friend. His love is everlasting and He will never leave me no matter what.
So, there.
Anyway..
I blushed a lot when my dad saw me watching the series. He blurted
out, “Oh, ang laki laki mo na nanonood ka pa niyan?” I just answered,
“Eh ano naman ngayon? Walang basagan ng trip!”. We just laughed out
loud and I saw in his eyes how time passes too quickly. Maybe he
misses his little darling that he used to carry around in his
shoulders and whenever we just roam around in SM (cubao) and play
arcade or dined out somewhere. Those times where now a memory that
plays like a blank film in my head and I wish I can go back. I just hid
my tears when I felt that and I really blushed and shy away my facade.
I’m always be your darling daddy, no matter what. I’m sorry if I can’t let you use the pc coz I’m busy watching the series! 190 episodes to go! haha!
“Sana ay hindi na magwakas..”
{ show } sailor moon episode 8
{ mood } amused
Posted by kidbaliw under reel world
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August 16, 2009 @ 05:49 AM
I stared and I thought that
He looked really familiar.. like
somewhat I knew him before.. he also looked at me.. we had multiple
hold glances at each other on my ride home. I was really thinking where
in the world I met him.. in a club? house party? gig? bar? Petron?
I was thinking real hard as I try to subtle stare at him. I observed
his footwear, hmmm.. it looks really familiar. While I was observing
him, checking his every feature.. I know he’s also staring at me too.
As I walked in our subdivision, unexpectedly something played in my
mind. The memories I had with Pooh, remembering the good and the bad
ones as well. He tried to patch things out when we met just recently…
Then, I realized that Pooh introduced me to him when I come over their house. I just couldn’t remember his name.
It took me a gazillion minutes to realize that person I saw was the cousin of my ex. Stupid me!
{ music } the show | Lenka
{ show } Sailor Moon
{ mood } amused
Posted by kidbaliw under the past
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August 19, 2009 @ 11:23 PM
When you are caught in between..
It’s hard to be stranded by a love story..
specially when you are currently feeling the near end but the story isn’t ending.
Much confusing is:
today, she/he love you.
tomorrow, he/she doesn’t care.
tonight, you’re special.
the next day? you’re nothing.
{ music } Mouth | Merril Bainbridge
{ show } Sailor Moon episode 11
{ mood } gloomy
Posted by kidbaliw under broken inside.. bleeding
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