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November 18, 2008 @ 11:05 AM

confessions of a not so broken heart 2

I kinda like your stare.. The stare of regret in your eyes.

I had loved you before so much and you knew that I can throw away my world just to be with you. We promised to stay together against all odds. You even told me that I was the one you wanted to spend the rest of your life.

But I found out that you're playing fire with your bestfriend.. (that bitch!) You thought that I'll never knew it huh?

Seeing you now and hearing you calling my name. I knew you wanted to speak with me.. You even tried to follow me.

I just acted I never knew you. Because you knew we almost made it but we never make it last.

** I just saw my ex bago ako pumasok kanina. I know it was him and he tried to catch my attention. The hurt was done and I will never forget what he had done. It's funny seeing him like that. Hindi ko kasi ugali magrecycle ng basura.. Once lang yun pero hindi ko na siya uulitin. Ang basura ay basura at dapat nang sunugin or ibaon sa lupa.

Message to him:

^*$k.. Sorry pero I can't be with friends with you. Thank you for giving me the most memorable birthday in my life. I just hope na pinagsisisihan mo yung nagawa mo before. Kulang pa yang naramdaman mo kanina. I swear kulang pa yan.

I've been through all kinds of pwedeng complicated na relasyon.. (I think) Kaya siguro ganito ako ngayon.. Yeah right! Boys will be boys.

{ music } cry by rihanna
{ mood } amused

Posted by kidbaliw under timeline, real world

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misbegotten

Comment posted on November 18th, 2008 at 11:29 AM

damn..talk about broken hearts. anyway, masaya ka naman sa current lovelife mo diba :) just let bygones be bygones

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kidbaliw

Comment posted on November 18th, 2008 at 12:03 PM

yeah i will always be broken.

yeah masaya naman ako.. although siguro dumadaan talaga yung downtime.

i'm just trying to change how i deal with it however mukang hindi ganun e.. lalong kumakapal yung wall ko.

i thought he can totally get in but I'm kinda throwing him out of my bubble any moment.

i dont't know. :)

hey wala ka ba yung tag ko? o.O

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