Entries for October, 2008
Im tired..
Why do I need to pacify them? Do I need to care for them?
Well.. What can I say? My stats for September was the proof. Lahat naman siguro napagdadaanan ito right? Wala lang. I can't give up.. Hindi kasi pwede.. So wala ako choice. Maybe I need some time-off to unwind and leave this hell.
But when I read yung sa post ni Kat ayun parang nainspired ako to change the way I think. Siguro naman little by little maayos ko na ang stats ko. Oh well to tell you honestly, parang nadisorient ako. Promise! Reasons? Hmmm.. Madami. Parang nasira na nga stats ko, aba sirain na ng todo. haha!
Kaya eto I'll try to redeem myself from the pit na kinalagyan ko. This is not me.
Bigla ko naisip na:
-matagal na ako sa account
-Im like a baby QA so I need to set an example sa mga newbies 
-iwasan na ang malate.. last september na late ako ng 1 hour. yah 1 fuckin' hour.. salamat sa buhos!!
-try to be more patient. Kung galit sila, pacify them. Hindi nila alam ang product so they need my hand.
-well focus on my AHT mataas kasi siya ngayon. I swear.. pagod na ako mag take ng calls ha!
-saka bumenta ng bumenta..
-ayaw ko kasi may penalty from Ron.. Tama na kasama ako last month sa mga dahilan kung bakit bumaba ang pot money namin.. soreee!! hihi.
I just want a fresh new start.. Lagi yun ang sinasabi ni Ron sa amin. Kaya I hope this month, I make my sup happy. Besides kaya ko naman e! 
(In fairness, mahaba siya..)
{ music } stolen by dashboard confessional
{ mood } pensive
Posted by kidbaliw under reel world, what I'm feeling
I will not let you control my life. You can say whatever you want.. I wanted to grow in my own shoes not because YOU told me so!
{ music } Suicide & Redemption by Metallica
{ show } nodame cantabile
{ mood } aggravated
Posted by kidbaliw under real world, what I'm feeling
I was browsing the net and here's I wanted to share to you guys..
"Everyday he would make me smile. When I frown, he gets worried. And I like it when he's worried because he would automatically plant small kisses on my forehead. You know how I like being kissed on my forehead. He could make my heart skip a bit every time I see him, everytime I'm near him. I feel secure everytime he holds me like he's never letting me go. When he ties his fingers on mine, I feel like we're going to hold each other forever. I felt like a princess.
And now I'm confused. And I'm guilty. It's because everytime I feel happy with him, I should be feeling happy WITH YOU. Everytime I laugh with him, I should be laughing with you. And everytime he says he misses me, you should be saying those words and i should be missing you as well, not him."
It states that no two identcal fermions may occupy the same quantum state simultaneously.
Don't blame me to what had happened because you left me hanging and I felt neglected. If you really love me, you will make that effort to move mountain. I thought I can't live without you.. I was wrong.
Now will you burn for me?
{ music } happily never after by pcd
{ show } nodame cantabile
{ mood } nostalgic
Posted by kidbaliw under reel world
Premonition? ( As Darwin predicted)
My QA's just sleeping I guess.. Ahahahaha! Tina peace tayo!!
{ show } nodame cantabile
{ mood } cheerful
Posted by kidbaliw under reel world, what I'm feeling
I thought you'd changed. You showed me that I'm special and accepted me who really am I. This test had shattered the foundation we were trying to create. Are we going to give it up? The reason's really childish!
Or is it because of her?
It was really disappointing.
{ music } stolen by dashboard confessional
{ show } nodame contabile
{ mood } blank
Posted by kidbaliw under real world, what I'm feeling
Are you the right antidote from a heartache which I had experienced?
You had seen my different phases, get along with my mood swings and a shoulder to cry on whenever I'm weak. I wish you can read mind so you will know how I feel at this moment writing this blog.
I've never been this happy because of you.. My sweetest sin.. I'm thankful that I made the right decision.
I'll start it right with you... the one who stole my heart.
{ music } stolen by dashboard confessional
{ show } nodame cantabile
{ mood } enthralled
Posted by kidbaliw under real world, what I'm feeling
Nakakaloka at grabe nakaya ko ang pasok na 7 days.. Ayos lang kasi on my last day I assisted the newbies. Kaya..
Yesterday...
We were there! Yeah kita ko mga bebots (weet!! woooT) wearing astig na online character in level up games. May nalaglag at muntikan itakbo sa hospital kasi sa super covered yung costume niya ayun.. nalaglag siya at nawalan ng malay.. 
The kid na nagsuot ng isang character din really caught my eye.. ang cute cute niya kasi e!!! Sayang wala kami picture together..
Then after WTC, diretso naman sa MOA. We watched the sunset while I was sipping a strawberry milkshake.. heaven!!
Tapos nag stroll lang then we purchased tickets at nagpareserve to watch Tropic Thunder. I can't help but tumawa ng tumawa while watching the movie.. Hindi ko nga nakilala si Tom Cruise kasi ang pangit niya dun! Hindi sayang ang moolah ninyo if you're going to watch that movie. Two thumbs up!!!
Hindi pa doon natapos yun, Darwin introduced to me the Samurai Balls (sorry I can't remember the real name) basta it's a ball na may Octopus sa loob. Masarap siya.. hehe. Tawa lang din kami ng tawa habang kumakain. Kasi sabi ko I'll share the last ball with him, it was like 9:45 PM then biglang nagtext mom ko. May pinapabili xa.. Sa sobrang nataranta ako (which is yung ball nihati ko na sa dalawa para sa amin) kinain ko ng buo yung Samurai Ball.. Init kaya nun! Tapos nagulat nalang xa kasi he was expecting na hati kami sa last piece.. hehe.
Pagdating din sa kanila, food galore din.. Pizza naman ang kinain namin. We bought DVD's para sa Kuya ni Darwin at nanood ulit ng movie sa kanila. Aliw! Maxado ako nabusog noong araw na yun.
Salamat sa pizza.. burp! haha!
If you're the one, you will know what I have been keeping for a long time. No words can express what I'm feeling when I'm with you.. You blew my fears away.. I feel like I'm the luckiest girl because I have you in my life. (syet! ang cheesy ko!) Thank you for understanding me and being patient whenever I have tantrums. *mwahugs*
Today..
I went SHOPPING! Yeah.. After being at work 7 days? ABA I deserve a BREAK! It's been a while since I did this thing! Dami kong bitbit.. Hehe. Naubos ko ang almost Php 1500 sa shopping.. I love it! Pero xempre I also went to bank para itabi ang nakuha kong adjustments sa income ko. Xempre need mag ipon at malapit na mag December.. I look forward na mas madami akong moohlah na pangshopping! I was thinking na bumili either a notebook or a digicam or a new fone. Hmmm ano kaya??
When I got home, my mom.. She cried while she was hugging me. I don't know if she had a preminition kasi she asked me kung meron daw ba ako nililihim.. Sabi ko, wala no (xempre kunwa kunwarian lang yun no! I'll be hell dead if she'll know my shits) tapos she just hugged me tight and she started to cry. I was like wondering bakit.. Hmm...
Or baka dahil tears of joy kasi I bought something for her? Hmmm.. Malay ko! May pagmamanahan naman ako hindi ba? haha!
I just stayed home.. Nacorneran nanaman ako.. kaya mejo pissed off ako.
It will take me years to make a decision.. yun lang!
{ music } cry by rihanna
{ book } harry potter & the sorcerer's stone
{ show } nodame cantabile
{ mood } geeky
Posted by kidbaliw under real world, what I'm feeling
{ music } Joan Osbourne - One Of Us
{ book } harry potter & the sorcerer's stone
{ show } nodame cantabile
{ mood } bored
Posted by kidbaliw under tagtagan!
Hindi ko iniisip na special tong araw na ito.. Naiisip mo pa kaya yun? Kung hindi ka magpaparamdam.. FINE! if that's what you want GO AHEAD. Sabi ko nga sa'yo diba, I'll respect whatever will please you.
You think I'll lower myself for you.. ulit? D na! Once is enough.. Nasaktan man ako pero saglit lang. Hindi na ako yung katulad dati na super blinded sa emotions kaya kung ano-ano ang pinaggagawa ko. Ngayon ko lang narealize na hindi mo pala ako pinahalagahan.. love? pwede na din but I think your love wasn't enough kasi kung i let go mo ako parang ganun ganun lang.. Never ka nga nakicooperate when I asked you to compromise things since time lang naman ang problema.. hindi ba? Maxado kang immature at ang hirap mo timplahin! I just hope may girl na magtitiyaga sa pag uugali mo.. Masarap ka naman magmahal e, yun lang hindi ka marunong mag alaga at pahalagahan yung mga babaeng minamahal ka.
Tandaan mo, madami man girls na magmamahal sa'yo pero iba pa din ako sa kanila. I'm one of a kind at never ka na makakakita ng tulad ko.
I found in him ang mga qualities na hinahanap-hanap ko na dapat ikaw ang gumagawa. Actually mas nahigitan pa niya.. He went way beyond my expectations..
Sabagay salamat kasi kung hindi dahil sa'yo.. sa pagpapabaya mo sa akin, hindi ako magiging ganito kasaya. I wanted to say thank you kay ate spoofed for being there when I needed someone to straighten up my confused mind. Buti nga at hindi sermon ang naririnig ko.. She was there giving me advices.. Thanks! Tama ka nga ate.. I know I made the right decision.
Kung magkikita man tayo tulad ng dati, I'll just make sure na you'll regret for letting me go.
{ music } Paramore's Playlist
{ book } Harry POtter & the sorcerer's stone
{ show } Nodame Cantabile
{ mood } pensive
Posted by kidbaliw under real world, what I'm feeling
It's like a dejavu.
The feeling sucks men! I know it's bad but I can't help but compare..
{ music } breakin' dishes by rihanna
{ book } harry potter & the sorcerer's stone | DOTA all-stars Strategy Webbie
{ show } 3 dads & one mom
{ mood } disappointed
Posted by kidbaliw under real world, what I'm feeling
Tier 1 | 8:11 | CW = 18
I was asked to go on OT.. yeah boy.. Wala ako magawa si Ms. Kate na ang nag sabi. Hai. This day will be my last day sa shift ko na
11:00 AM - 8:00 PM | Friday - Saturday (RD)
Tinapos ko yung last call ko na saktong 8:00 PM. Masaya na ako! Like yehey!! Makakauwi na ako.. Though na fifeel ko na ang volume ng calls kasi nga may issue sa product namin. Bwiset!
Let me share what some of the spills.. Sorry hindi pwede buuin
"A fraudster is sending e-mails to customers asking them to log in to renew or edit their domain name registration, and providing a link to a fraudulent site designed to look like our homepage and to capture customer username and password information, or other private information."
Nakakainis.. Ang haba-haba ng explanation.. Lagi nalang may email issue. Haiz.
Well malungkot din ako kasi karamihan sa mga kaclose ko sa AM shift will be on GY shift na. *I'll miss your company guys during avail time.. hehe*
Akala ko nga malilipat na ako ng tuluyan sa GY kasi musta naman ang priority number ko hindi ba?! Oh well.. Luck I guess!
Saka I'm a bit excited na hindi makapagdecide where I will spend my 4 straight RD's this week. Yahoo!
It's been a pleasure working with my Sup.. Ron! Thanks ha? Kung hindi dahil sa inpiration mo hindi ko ulit maeexperience ang makakuha ng performance bonus. haha. Salamat talaga!
Sa QA ko, Tina.. Thank you sa mga coaching sessions na very informative. Sana mabawasan na mga room for improvements ko. Len, maraming salamat din sa mga coaching.. Kahit na nagkaroon tayo ng misunderstanding pero salamat kasi it made me stronger saka nagbago yung way of thinking ko. Sorry if I was not nice during our session.. Peace na tayo ha? Anyways.. Salamat ng marami sa mga QA ko!
Teammates ko sa Nacho Bonitos, guys madami kayo. It's been a pleasure working with you guys!Salamat sa memories..
Parang mag reresign na ako ha? Hahaha! Wala pa naman yun sa plans ko. I'm enjoying and hating my job at the same time.
See yah guys on Tuesday!
**Sana mabait yung new sup ko. wahahaha!
Langya cue pa din sa Tier 1 while doing this blog.. syet!
{ music } Rihanna's Playlist | Lamukot Webbie
{ book } Harry Potter & the sorceror's stone
{ mood } stressed
Posted by kidbaliw under reel world, what I'm feeling
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