March 24, 2008 @ 07:15 AM
Walled City

"Oh you do. You're friendly but you're locked up in your own world, emotionally distant.."

...Ouch!

Something bothering my mind right now..

Run away? Maybe I'll hide within my bubbles..

{ music } coin operated boy by the dresden dolls
{ book } Phantom in time by Eugenia Riley
{ mood } scared


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poetfreak (guest)

Comment posted on December 31st, 2008 at 08:38 PM
who is this? he speaks my mind.. who are u? the_rapist?

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on January 6th, 2009 at 05:12 AM
WHY DO YOU WISH TO HUNT A PREDATOR? WHY STAND AMIDST THE EYE OF A RAGING STORM? WHY SEEK TEMPTATION INSTEAD OF DELIVERANCE FROM EVIL? DO NOT START WHAT YOU MAY NOT FINISH, OR I SHALL GRANT YOU YOUR WISH... MY LITTLE POETFREAK...

poetfreak (guest)

Comment posted on January 7th, 2009 at 12:00 PM
because i want to be consumed. because i think u are what i am looking for, that storm. because i am looking for someone who can break me into pieces again, to tear me off without hurting me.

u stir a certain courage in me..

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on January 7th, 2009 at 10:07 PM
COURAGE OR WRECKLESS ABANDON? YES I CAN WALK ALL OVER YOU YET MAKE YOU WELCOME ME BACK OVER AND OVER BECAUSE THE PAIN THAT I GIVE IS EASILY JUSTIFIED BY THE INTENSITY OF MY AFFECTION, I AM THE ONE WHO MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE I KNOW YOU EVEN IF I DON'T, THE ONE ALWAYS THERE EVEN IF I'M NOT, THE ONE YOU THINK YOU POSSESS EVEN IF YOU DON'T, I'M THE DANGER SIGN THAT INTRIGUES YOU AND MAKES YOU WONDER WHY RATHER THAN WARN YOU TO STAY AWAY, THE MORE I RUN, THE MORE YOU CHASE, I WEEP WHILE WE KISS, YOU TREMBLE AS WE EMBRACE, I SCREAM AS I PEAK AND WE BOTH DIE IN UTTER EXHAUSTION, BUT WE NEVER SPEAK ABOUT IT, WE JUST LET IT HAPPEN, WE LET OURSELVES GO WITH THE EBB AND FLOW OF TIME, FOR ONCE WE ARE NOT IN CONTROL, IT IS REFRESHING, EXHILIRATING, LACK OF CONTROL IS AND HELPLESSNESS IS AS POTENY AS BEING POWERFUL AND IN CONTROL, YOU WANT TO BE TAKEN, YOU WANT TO BE SWEPT OFF YOUR FEET, YOU WANT TO FALL, YOU WANT TO BE OVERPOWERED, OUTWITTED, OVERSHADOWED, IT RARELY HAPPENS AND WHENEVER IT DOES, YOU JUST LOSE YOURSELF BECAUSE FOR THE FIRST TIME, YOU ARE TRAVELLING BUT NOT DRIVING, EATING BUT NOT PAYING THE BILL, YOU ARE A PASSENGER WITHOUT A CARE FOR DIRECTION BECAUSE YOU KNOW, YOU TRUST, THAT THE DRIVER KNOWS WHERE TO TAKE YOU AND HOW TO GET THERE, SO YOU REALLY WANNA RIDE MY LITTLE POETFREAK? THERE IS NO GETTING OFF, CONSIDER YOURSELF FOREWARNED.

DO THIS:

CHANGE THE SETTINGS OF YOUR BLOG SO I DON'T NEED TO REGISTER TO COMMENT. WE WILL TAKE IT FROM THERE.

I DRIVE, YOU RIDE.

poetfreak (guest)

Comment posted on January 10th, 2009 at 12:23 PM
and your are just what i needed. i have been driving for sometime, i want to know how it is to be driver, to be not in control, to stop giving orders and just follow them not because i ws forced to but because it seems right even if it does not looks right..

looking forward for more encounter, to make love with your words and feel life.. =)

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on October 6th, 2008 at 11:44 PM
BEING WEIRD IS SO COMMONPLACE THAT IT HAS BECOME THE NORM - IN THIS DAY & AGE IF YOU WANT TO BE WEIRD TRY LIVING A NORMAL LIFE - BEFORE IT WAS WEIRD TO HAVE A TATTOO, AN EARRING, BLONDE HAIR, SMOKE, TAKE DRUGS AND ALL THAT - TODAY, EVERYBODY DOES IT SO IT AIN'T WHAT IT USED TO BE KID

SAME THING GOES FOR INSANITY, WITH SO MANY PEOPLE DOING CRAZY THINGS, NORMAL IS THE NEW CRAZY - IF YOU BELIEVE IN MARRIAGE, CRAZY! IF YOU GO TO CHURCH, CRAZY! IF YOU'RE STILL A VIRGIN, CRAZY!

WORLD'S TURNIN' UPSIDE DOWN KID SO ALONE YOU ARE NOT, WEIRD YOU ARE NOT, CRAZY YOU ARE NOT

DON'T SWEAT IT, YOU HAVE TURNED INTO ONE OF THEM, THE EXCEPTIONS WHO HAVE GROWN IN NUMBER THAT THEY HAVE BECOME THE NORM

I'M YOUR THERAPIST

poetfreak (guest)

Comment posted on December 31st, 2008 at 08:38 PM
who are u? show urself to me.. and tell me things i do not know.. or things that i refuse to know.. talk to me. =)
Comment posted on October 7th, 2008 at 02:14 AM
wow.. i was touched by that!

well i can't help it.. the wall keeps on getting thicker. I keep pushing people away..

thanks for the comment by the way.

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on October 7th, 2008 at 04:40 AM
THEY WILL ONLY BE AS THICK AS YOU MAKE THEM, AND I'M NOT SAYING YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE WALLS AROUND YOU - SOMETIMES THEY CAN PROTECT YOU FROM GETTING HURT TOO BUT IF AND WHEN YOU WANT TO LET SOMEBODY IN, THE WALLS YOU BUILD TO SHIELD YOU MAY ALSO BE THE ONES THAT PREVENT YOU FROM BREAKING OUT OR HIM FROM BREAKING IN

THAT'S WHAT DOORS ARE FOR KID, KEEP IT LOCKED IF YOU WANT BUT MAKE SURE WHEN THE RIGHT PERSON KNOCKS - YOU LET HIM IN BECUASE FOR ALL YOU KNOW, HE MAY BE RIGHT OUTSIDE YOUR IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOUR "DO NOT DISTURB" SIGN HANGING OUTSIDE

OR WORSE "BEWARE OF DOG" ARF! ARF!
Comment posted on October 8th, 2008 at 02:37 AM
funny!!!

maybe this is my defense mechanism..

i still don't know if I'll let that person break the wall I created.

don't you have any tab account? :D

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on October 8th, 2008 at 04:40 AM
DON'T GO THERE - FOR YOUR OWN SAKE, MY WALLS ARE EVEN THICKER - I HAVE BARRICADES
Comment posted on October 8th, 2008 at 05:16 AM
but why?

so you can relate with the walls or the bubbles I created coz you have barricades huh?

are you the forbidden one?

now I get excited..

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on October 8th, 2008 at 07:56 AM
I AM THE FRUIT YOU SHOULDN'T EAT, THE GRASS YOU SHOULDN'T STEP ON, THE ANIMAL YOU SHOULDN'T FEED, THE NAME YOU SHOULDN'T MENTION, THE FLAME YOU SHOULDN'T TOUCH, THE SIGHT YOU SHOULDN'T SEE, THE WHISPER YOU SHOULDN'T HEAR, THE PAIN YOU COULDN'T BEAR,THE BURDEN YOU COULDN'T CARRY, THE GUILT YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITH, THE TRUTH YOU COULDN'T TAKE, THE SUFFERING YOU COULDN'T ENDURE, THE RACE YOU COULDN'T FINISH, THE GAME YOU COULDN'T WIN, THE FLY YOU COULDN'T SWAT, THE BALL YOU COULDN'T CATCH, THE FISH THAT NEVER BITES, THE PLANE THAT NEVER LANDS, THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS, THE THOUGHT THAT NEVER BANISHES.

IN SHORT, I AM BAD MEDICINE, STAY AWAY, WHILE YOU CAN, WHEN IT IS TOO LATE YOU WILL KNOW, BECAUSE YOU KEEP ON LOOKING, BUT YOU WON'T FIND ME, I AM THE ONE WHO STARES AT YOU WITH EVERY WORD I WRITE AND YOU SOMEHOW FEEL IT - LIKE I'M WATCHING OVER YOU - LIKE YOU KNOW ME - BUT YOU REALLY DON'T, IT JUST FEELS THAT WAY, SO GO BUILD YOUR WALLS AND NEVER LET THE BIG BAD WOLF INSIDE YOUR HOUSE, BECAUSE WHO KNOWS, I MAY JUST HUFF, AND I'LL PUFF, AND I'LL BLOOOOOOWWWW YOUR HOUSE DOWN. ;P
Comment posted on October 8th, 2008 at 01:37 PM
i thought you will be my therapist?

so you're a cunning big bad wolf huh? well I'll keep on posting whatever bothers in my mind..

go ahead read my thoughts. :D

I'm glad someone is watching over me..

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on October 9th, 2008 at 02:52 AM
WATCHING OVER YOU TO PROTECT YOU IS ONE THING - WATCHING OVER YOU TO EVENTUALLY EAT YOU IS ANOTHER, I REALLY CAN'T DECIDE YET - SHOULD I BE FRIEND OR ENEMY? HERO OR VILLAIN? SINNER OR SAINT? POSION OR ANTIDOTE? JECKLE OR HYDE? THEY SAY A BEAST CAN BE WILD OR TAME DEPENDING ON WHAT'S IN FRONT OF IT, NOTHING FEEDS THEIR ADRENALINE THAN THE SMELL OF FEAR COMING FROM THEIR PREY, READ YOUR MIND? YOU SECRETLY FEEL THE NEED TO NREAK FREE, YOU HATE GETTING BURNED BUT COULDN'T HELP BUT TOUCH THE FLAME TO SEE HOW FAR YOU CAN GO WITHOUT GETTING HURT, YOU SEE A SHARP KNIFE AND WANT TO FEEL THE EDGE BUT KEEPING YOUR FINGER DISTANT ENOUGH TO AVOID A CUT, BUT YOU CAN SEE THE BLOOD DRIPPING IN YOUR MIND'S EYE - YOU BUILD SO MANY WALLS BUT INSIDE YOU DANCE AROUND NAKED BECAUSE ONLY INSIDE THESE WALLS DO YOU FEEL FREE - INSIDE YOUR BUBBLES YOU FIND COMFORT - NO ONE CAN SEE YOU - HEAR YOU - AHH, YOU SO HATE BEING JUDGED - I'M STARTING TO SCARE MYSELF, AS IF I KNOW YOU BUT NO, IT JUST FEELS THAT WAY, I'LL BE WATCHIN' YOU - STING
Comment posted on October 9th, 2008 at 05:20 AM
"YOU BUILD SO MANY WALLS BUT INSIDE YOU DANCE AROUND NAKED BECAUSE ONLY INSIDE THESE WALLS DO YOU FEEL FREE - INSIDE YOUR BUBBLES YOU FIND COMFORT - NO ONE CAN SEE YOU - HEAR YOU "

i love staying inside my bubble. No one will hinder me to do the things I wanted to do.

I wish no one can break the wall I created..

I wish really hard..

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on October 9th, 2008 at 06:20 AM
SO I DID READ YOUR MIND - AND I'M SAYING NOW THAT YOUR WISH IS JUST REVERSE THINKING, ON THE SURFACE YOU WISH & EVEN VERBALIZE THAT NO ONE WOULD BREAK-IN BUT DEEP INSIDE YOU WISH SOMEBODY WOULD, NOT THAT YOU WOULD LET THEM IN, BUT YOU'D LIKE TO SEE THEM TRY NONETHELESS

IF I HAD THE TIME I'D TAKE THAT ON AS A CHALLENGE - BUT I'M THE FISH THAT NEVER BITES REMEMBER? SO THANKS FOR THE BAIT BUT I AIN'T MEANT TO BE CAUGHT - NOT YET AT LEAST

YOU CAN CHASE ALL YOU WANT THOUGH - BUT YOU'LL JUST END UP FACING A BRICK WALL, OR A BARRICADE

NOW DOESN'T THAT MAKE US ONE AND THE SAME?

CREEPY AIN'T IT? :)
Comment posted on October 9th, 2008 at 06:29 AM
Im not saying that I'm wishing for someone to break in my bubble..

i would rather be alone rather than be hurt..

you can hide if that's make you happy..

this is my space and i will say whatver in my mind..

THE_RAPIST (guest)

Comment posted on October 9th, 2008 at 06:41 AM
AS YOU WISH - POOF!
Comment posted on October 9th, 2008 at 12:54 PM
thanks for the comment ;D
Comment posted on September 30th, 2008 at 08:17 AM
hey...
i can relate. *wink*
Comment posted on October 1st, 2008 at 02:15 AM
hey. thanks for the comment :D
Comment posted on September 17th, 2008 at 06:14 PM
hello!
mustah!
Comment posted on September 18th, 2008 at 09:54 AM
yellow! thanks for droppin' by my blog. :D
Comment posted on June 30th, 2008 at 09:28 AM
sino nagsabi neto? hmmm? upakan ko! hehehe.
Comment posted on June 30th, 2008 at 10:41 PM
...sila!!! hmf!

tara patayin natin! :D
Comment posted on June 17th, 2008 at 12:28 PM
hi! i just saw your blog from another tabulas site:) im beginning to like it..keep up the good work!
Comment posted on June 18th, 2008 at 02:58 AM
thanks for the comment and reading my blogs! :D
Comment posted on April 17th, 2008 at 04:01 AM
i ain;t good at hiding.Ü
Comment posted on March 28th, 2008 at 04:53 AM
ano na namang kakemehan ito?!!! alam ko na, inom tayo dyan kayo dito ako via the webcam. o di ba sosyal
Comment posted on April 1st, 2008 at 01:19 AM
minsan kasi marse mahirap iexplain nilalaman ng utak ko..

email ko nalang kaya sa'yo.. no? =)
Comment posted on March 28th, 2008 at 10:33 PM
tara! doon tayo kina shermaine..

web cam tayo manong!

..sekretong malupit kung anong keme nanaman to! =P
Comment posted on March 25th, 2008 at 03:06 AM
intramuros?

nilalaman sa utak ng isang baliw

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