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Entries for October, 2007

October 6, 2007 @ 02:16 PM

flowers for me

I saw a flower that was inserted in a plant.

Reminded me of someone and it made me sad.

Is that a sign? I kept ignoring any 'signs' that prompts me about something.

To see is to believe.

{ music } can you help me by usher
{ mood } sleepy

Posted by kidbaliw

kOmEntO

October 7, 2007 @ 09:14 AM

obnoxious people

I heard where abouts that there are people who dislike me. Frankly, I don't care! I was raised to live to what I know is right and never change just to please those assholes.

Besides we are here to serve and help each other out. Staying in this account I gained friends. I also observe there are a lot of obnoxious people wanting to eat you out and make leave this job. If you're weak I bet you'll just break down.. cry. This will affect your performance as a worker in this field thus making you as a failure.

I had experienced things and this give me enough strength and I won't let them belittle me. Haha! I don't want to brag but I always experience people who are like that. I learned from my past and this time I know how to deal with those craps.

Though I can't say that I'm good at my job already. I need to do something for errors of improvement. I can sense that I need to work my ass out and be a better worker to prove to those people that they're wrong.

See? Im now more mature unlike before.

Im now a career woman.. naks!

{ music } agents on the floor
{ mood } bouncy

Posted by kidbaliw

kOmEntO

October 12, 2007 @ 04:04 PM

meow

My heart was scared when I learned something about him. Why do things always are complicated? Grr! The moment I saw it, there was a feeling of overwhelming that really made me weak..

The only question pop into my mind during that moment..

WHY..

From that instance, somehow I'm getting the answers to some of questions in mind. Bitter truth is why I always get myself get involve with things that are hard to deal with? It's like all the things I hated are sweeping my way and pouring me out deeply creating a vague questions that needs answers right away.

For once I wanted him to be with me but now I realized that I don't want him to see him. I wanted to back off, I wanted to get myself out in a pit that soon I'll never get out with.

Im trying my very best not to encounter that kind of situation.. Im not being a typecast or freak ass jerk here..

On the other side of the picture, I'll try to be strong. I mean if Im that really important to his life, he will respect my decision right? I don't know..

I remembered when I had a weird dream about something and I was freaking shouting "im the victim here"..

I'm scared.

{ music } over you by daughtry
{ mood } rushed

Posted by kidbaliw

kOmEntO

October 16, 2007 @ 11:37 AM

you got mail

*email recieved*

I had recieved an email from my sup with regards to an opening within our account. Reading upon the message, I felt that I don't qualify and it took me 24 hours to submit my name on the list.

Opportunities comes once in a bluemoon, this could be a chance for me to gain knowledge and know what am I capable of. Believing that I will not pass the qualifications but it's better to take the chance than regret it later.

The newbies in our account will start to have training next week, Im excited and bit scared at the same time.

I love doing experiments.

{ mood } bouncy

Posted by kidbaliw

kOmEntO

October 20, 2007 @ 12:03 PM

argumentive agent

Will I be sanctioned?

I felt a chill that raised up on my neck. God damn all the stupid people! We try to give them information, gave a huge patience and yet they'll just callback and do some freakin' ridiculous comment about you.

It's really hard to please people who are low grade IQ.

{ mood } scared

Posted by kidbaliw

kOmEntO

October 31, 2007 @ 08:46 AM

work on restday

its been a while..

i'm at my workplace right now and taking damn calls.. *sigh!

i had a bad week for this week.. i need to work on my ass back again.. i had encoutered the most stupid and irate callers.. i felt i had an air inside my mind and i don't like to eat.. weird!

anyways i do look forward to the place i'll be going to after my shift.

i'll party and enjoy it to the fullest!

though i'm not your angel..

just a devil playing roaming around the place!

up up and away!

{ mood } bouncy

Posted by kidbaliw

kOmEntO

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