March 24, 2008 @ 07:15 AM
Walled City

"Oh you do. You're friendly but you're locked up in your own world, emotionally distant.."

...Ouch!

Something bothering my mind right now..

Run away? Maybe I'll hide within my bubbles..

{ music } coin operated boy by the dresden dolls
{ book } Phantom in time by Eugenia Riley
{ mood } scared


Posted by kidbaliw | stickied

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July 7, 2009 @ 04:52 AM
when i can't trust myself no more

Sweet. Breathless. Dangerous.

I never planned nor intended things to happen this way.. I decided to hide and stay away yet I guess life can be bitchy that it leads me into something that makes me off guard. Whatever happened just recently was the exact thing that I used to hoped for. It may seem right but honestly, I can't decipher if it's real or not. 

My head is always filled in with paranoia and I doubt everything. I don't trust him and myself either. This pain is like a bomb that I was the only one who felt the intensity.

Life will be easier for both of us if we only realize to do what is right. I wanted to just cry it out loud but my eyes can't shed a tear no more. Just getting use to this kind of feeling because I feel numb and empty inside. 

Why does it have to be this complicated?

{ music } Midnight Bottle by Colbie Caillat
{ mood } empty


Posted by kidbaliw under what I'm feeling

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